Let’s get this started! ok well starting with man I could NOT sleep last night I was so nervous and at points my stomach hurt because of how nervous I was! But some time around 4-5am I fell asleep tho I did wake up at 8 so not much sleep but oh wells tonight I shall rest well ^.^.

Today me and my sister went to our FIRST pole dance fitness class! WOOOH! Well I had fun my sister on the other hand had a complaint or two but that’s later. So we got there and got ready some good while later the instructor walked in and got ready. We started with warm ups and used yoga mats that they let us borrow. The warm ups were simple enough; stretch neck to the left then the right and look down to stretch it again, roll shoulders, simple stuff. Then we did some i’m not sure how to explain but we were laying down next to the pole and griped the pole for support then did a reverse crunch then legs go straight up and open like a “V” and then back together and slowly lower them but not to the ground about a couple of inches of the ground and repeat. it was exhausting!

Then we moved on and started on moves. what we did were a pirouette and again the fireman’s spin. Example v

The pirouette is not as easy as you’d think. It takes a few tries to get it right depending on you  I guess? I almost nailed it but my balance is slightly off so got to keep at it 🙂 Also I was able to get both fit on the pole for the fireman’s spin yay! lol. that just goes to show that it does take time but slowly you’ll start getting it and it’ll get easier… oh right I got a bruise for my bravery of trying to seriously nail the fireman’s spin ^.^

After the class my sister told me she was not that content. I had fun but I get what she means, because the instructor was not really paying attention like she’d pay attention to only 3 people and they were the ones getting things one girl CLIMBED and did an INVERT! like she didn’t need attention! On the other hand my sister was struggling visibly with the pirouette, she was trouble with the placing of the hands kind of but the instructor didn’t even pay attention! No, instead she did her own moves, she was doing more advanced moves and was going back and forth not paying much attention. I was practicing on my own and didn’t care much, but when my sister told me I thought that was wrong. Well I guess that’s that instructor. So my sister wants to try classes with other instructors and that is what we are going to do. Next class is *drum rollllllllllllll*

Tuesday March 10, 2015 I am kind of excited to go but seeing how things are is kind of bumming me out, the classes aren’t that organized and it sucks like how do you work on moves you want to and not what they want you to do? Man this is going to be slightly troublesome but I shouldn’t fret because one way or another I will learn.

Till next time Lovelies!

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ok so man do I suck at blogging like this. Well this just might not be for me, I use this more when I want to let things out or tell someone something but don’t have anyone to tell or can’t tell them, anyways that aside.

Pole dancing fitness, now there’s a topic. On Friday March 6, 2015 I went with my sister to a private lesson for 2 to try pole dancing. Tomorrow we are going to our first class, and let me tell you I am SO nervous! But at the same time I am totally excited. Pole dancing believe or not is nothing sluty nor are you a stripper if you take it. Yea Yea I only tried the private lesson once and already I’m saying all this–well it’s true. When me and my sister went the instructor told us seriously that they study more the art and beauty of the dance. I have seen some videos on youtube and some are wow like they dance beautifully and I am not talking about the sexy ones though they have beauty in their own way too.

I think how she dances here is so beautiful and this is one of the many videos that keep me inspired. Pole dancing is seriously hard especially if you have no upper body strength like me or are over weight, again, like me. I though it was fun when we had the lesson which is why I am going to continue with classes even if I am really self conscious and have super low self esteem I want to be able to do this. I always have trouble sticking to things and staying motivated, well this time I am going to do my best to stick with it because when you’re able to have fun in the air and hold on with ONE hand than damn you go girl/boy. Man I jump from topic to topic and this is why I suck at blogging. uhm what else…well pole dancing is NOT EASY ONE BIT,even my sister who has a bit of muscle couldn’t do the fireman spin

She makes it look so easy and then she even does a “slow motion” that is NOT easy that probably take a good 2 hours straight or more to learn and nail it all the while your hands and feet are hurting from tip toeing and holding on to the pole like your life depends on it lol. Anyways I think I’m done here, so pole dancing; not sluty, no stripping, great workout(my body is sooooo sore my arms forearm, upper arm, and even shoulders no lie! and my thighs and back.), it’s fun, and I’m sure you’re self esteem will go up with time. Don’t worry about being overweight anyone can do it even guys do it(this is not meant to be offensive!) and self esteem well take a chance cause I am and seriously I have anxiety to which makes things pretty bad but live life try things at least once(there are certain things you prob shouldn’t try once drugs, making a porno.lol) So yea try it and just do it! I’ll talk about what happens in my first class tomorrow ciao lovelies!

I found this video on youtube one day maybe last year, well I think many people can relate to this. This video always makes me cry or well more like the poem does.

Hope you like it and sorry for people that actually check my page. I don’t come on much but I’ll try. Stay Strong Lovelies xoxo

Peter Pan

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I loved this movie 🙂 and I had a crush on the boy when I was younger lol anyways this is a great line it’s so meaningful. In a way it makes you think of what happens when you die which really would probably be a big adventure then again maybe not lol 🙂


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Great movie everyone should watch it, it was sad, I’m sure many people can relate to many things that happened in the movie.Stay Strong xoxo

This is too great of a pic!!! And <-that line made no sense lmao :b

In pictures that i’ve seen you can tell that he loved his daughter so much and that she loved him back the same 🙂 he seemed like a great father R.I.P Mitch Lucker!

This is one of the sickest things i’ve seen xD and I mean it in a good way cause it’s SO DAMN AWESOME! Don’t ask why, I just love it and what it say, it gives me chills lol 🙂 hope you enjoy this pic!


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